Monday, 14 February 2011

My Heart Is Bleeding...

For my little sister...who's condition is getting worse by the day. Right leg is now paralyzed and the left is getting heavier. She is back in the hospital, as the pain is just so bad the doctors are giving her morphine to manage it, like 4 times a day. She found the courage to smile for the camera for one minute and the next she's a total wreck, crying and asking when it's all gonna end. I have no answer, only Allah knows and we are doing all we could for her. The doctors keep saying they need more time to analyse her case before surgery because it's complicated. Never has the word complicated scares me so much..



I can't sleep. Thinking, feeling, and the helplessness of it all consumes me. And I know that what I'm experiencing is just a fraction of what my little sister is feeling. The magnitude of worry is indescribable...I just need to write here because it's so difficult to talk about this with anyone. In my prayers, I beg and beg for God to help her and for my poor parents to get through this...I can't bear seeing them like this...it is just too difficult...I need the courage and the strength, for the sake of my little sister whom I love so much even if I don't say it often...Ameen.

40 comments:

  1. Thank you for your du'a Amnah, I truly appreciate it

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  2. Thank you my friend Mayya, may Allah accept all our du'a and everything will be better Insya Allah...

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  3. Salam Aleïkoum
    I' m a french follower of your blog, you do lovely things I really like them.
    I want to send you my thoughts and prayers for your little sister, you and your family.
    As'alu Llaha l-'azima, rabba-l-'arsi l-azimi an yasfiyaha.
    Lots of love from France

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  4. Salam Aleïkoum
    I' m a french follower of your blog, you do lovely things I really like them.
    I want to send you my thoughts and prayers for your little sister, you and your family.
    As'alu Llaha l-'azima, rabba-l-'arsi l-azimi an yasfiyaha.
    Lots of love from France

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  5. Darling Zura
    May Allah give you and your parents strength to get through this may he always find a cure for your sister.
    My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family
    Lots of love

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  6. Darling Zura
    May Allah give you and your parents strength to get through this may he always find a cure for your sister.
    My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family
    Lots of love

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  7. Oh, Zura. Sending prayers for both a miracle and strength for your sister, and comfort for you and your parents and hope for you all.
    This stranger half a world a way is holding your sister, and you, in my heart.

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  8. Zura, can completely understand your state of mind. My prayers are with you and your lovely sister.

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  9. Moga Allah permudahkan perjalanan hidup ur lil sis. Moga cepat sembuh..

    Selalu amalkan membaca 2 ayat akhir surah alBaqarah bila kita rasa helpless and kurang semangat

    "Allah tidak memberati seseorang melainkan apa yang terdaya olehnya. Ia mendapat pahala kebaikan yang diusahakannya, dan ia juga menanggung dosa kejahatan yang diusahakannya. (Mereka berdoa dengan berkata): "Wahai Tuhan kami! Janganlah Engkau mengirakan kami salah jika kami lupa atau kami tersalah. Wahai Tuhan kami ! Janganlah Engkau bebankan kepada kami bebanan yang berat sebagaimana yang telah Engkau bebankan kepada orang-orang yang terdahulu daripada kami. Wahai Tuhan kami! Janganlah Engkau pikulkan kepada kami apa yang kami tidak terdaya memikulnya. Dan maafkanlah kesalahan kami, serta ampunkanlah dosa kami, dan berilah rahmat kepada kami. Engkaulah Penolong kami; oleh itu, tolonglah kami untuk mencapai kemenangan terhadap kaum-kaum yang kafir".

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  10. Thedomesticgroove11 November 2013 at 22:50

    It is painful and difficult to watch a sibling suffer. I am a faithful follower of your blog and my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. I hope all works out well for your sister.

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  11. hoping for the best for ur lil sis. may she recovers soon..

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  12. hoping for the best for ur lil sis. may she recovers soon..

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  13. My heart and prayers out to you, your sister and your family....

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  14. My heart and prayers out to you, your sister and your family....

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  15. You are and your sister are in my heart Zura.

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  16. My prayers are for her. May god bless you and your family. Take care.

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  17. almost speechless ... i wish you n ur family all the strength with lots of "rahim" from HIM ...

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  18. I will keep your sister and family in my prayers. May God heal her and make things easy for her.

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  19. Moga Allah beri segala kekuatan kepada Kak Zura sekeluarga. Moga adik cepat sembuh.

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  20. Moga Allah beri segala kekuatan kepada Kak Zura sekeluarga. Moga adik cepat sembuh.

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  21. My prayer to your sister and your family.

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  22. be strong sis.. ur sister needs your more than ever..

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  23. My prayers for you and your family in this time of crisis.. May Allah give strength to all of you to face the days to come..

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  24. My prayers goes out to your sis & your family during this difficult time.

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  25. My prayers goes out to your sis & your family during this difficult time.

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  26. oh zura... semoga zura sekeluarga tabah dan sabar menghadapi dugaan hebat ini.. Saya doakan yang terbaik.. Inshaallah Amin...

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  27. Dearest
    Your family is my heart. Keep your faith in God.
    I feel for you.

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  28. Dearest
    Your family is my heart. Keep your faith in God.
    I feel for you.

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  29. Ya Allah, tak terbaya dugaan ni dan belum tentu Fin dpt menampungnya. Fin doakan yg terbaik. Amin

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  30. I truly understand how desperate you feel. God's word in Isaiah 53:4-5, it tells us the "He was wounded our trangressions and He was bruised for our iniquities, the punishment of our peace was upon Him and by His stripes we are healed." Jesus died on the cross to take away our sins and to heal and restore us to health. In Jeremiah 30:17 "But, I restore you to health and heal your wounds declares the Lord." He is there for you, reach out HIm and He will answer, this I promise.
    Desi

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  31. Dear Zura, although I've been very disconnected from the blog world, I had to come here to say that I'll be thinking about you and your sister hoping for the best and a quick recovery! Barbara

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  32. Dear Zura, although I've been very disconnected from the blog world, I had to come here to say that I'll be thinking about you and your sister hoping for the best and a quick recovery! Barbara

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  33. semoga Allah memudahkan rawatan dan mempercepatkan proses penyembuhan. amin....

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  34. Thank you so much for dropping by and your prayers, we need as much as possible during this trying time

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  35. Thank you so much for dropping by and your prayers, we need as much as possible during this trying time

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