For my little sister...who's condition is getting worse by the day. Right leg is now paralyzed and the left is getting heavier. She is back in the hospital, as the pain is just so bad the doctors are giving her morphine to manage it, like 4 times a day. She found the courage to smile for the camera for one minute and the next she's a total wreck, crying and asking when it's all gonna end. I have no answer, only Allah knows and we are doing all we could for her. The doctors keep saying they need more time to analyse her case before surgery because it's complicated. Never has the word complicated scares me so much..
I can't sleep. Thinking, feeling, and the helplessness of it all consumes me. And I know that what I'm experiencing is just a fraction of what my little sister is feeling. The magnitude of worry is indescribable...I just need to write here because it's so difficult to talk about this with anyone. In my prayers, I beg and beg for God to help her and for my poor parents to get through this...I can't bear seeing them like this...it is just too difficult...I need the courage and the strength, for the sake of my little sister whom I love so much even if I don't say it often...Ameen.